June 22, 2020

You may have imagined you stumbled upon this blog by chance, but you will come to see that in life there are no accidents, and that even so called accidents are no accident. Every single thing that is happening, even if they seem random and unrelated are connected and occurring in a perfect order. 


In the seemingly utter chaos that has engulfed our planet there is a perfect order that is underlying it.


During the writing of this book I had so many moments that made me realise it was something I was just meant to be doing, that my destiny had found me. Up until my awakening I had no clue this was to be the case, I didn’t know what I wanted to do with my life, I was completely at a loss and that’s when it hit me.


It’s like a person that walks into a book shop unsure what type of book they are even looking for, and then suddenly one falls off the shelf and hits them right on the head, they pick it up, and it’s a book that changes the course of their life.


It is my intention that these words are like that book for your life, and will help you find your path in a new world. Many times I would begin to write about one thing only for the writing to take a completely new turn, and suddenly a new idea had formed without me even playing a conscious role. Its like the words had a life of their own. Much of the time I went with the flow and wrote automatically, not what I was thinking. If you ask for guidance from life and then listen you will be astounded where you can end up.


Suddenly the TV programme you have randomly switched on answers the question you were just thinking of, the song you have listened to a hundred times before has a completely new meaning, you are having a deep discussion about life with your best friend and glance at the time and it’s a double master number like 22.22


For example, I was thinking of my battle with The Voice Of Darkness when the song on the radio suddenly said “I can feel the devil walking next to me” another time I was sitting at my computer looking at all the fragments of information that will make up my book, and suddenly I had the daunting thought “how can I do this?” then on the telly the character played by Denzel Washington said “destiny” at that exact moment, in the film De Ja Vu. I am writing this book about the return of the morning and Coldplay’s latest song “Hypnotised” has the lines; -  


“It was dark

Now it's sunrise”             


When it happens a couple of times you can consider it a coincidence, when it becomes a daily occurrence you see that it is something far greater than that. Many of the lyrics I have added to this book are showing the workings of something much bigger than we are, which is unfolding with complete purpose. All these songs that seem unrelated connected by a bigger process.


“Don’t dismiss the synchronicity of what is happening right now finding its way to your life at just this moment. There are no coincidences in the universe, only convergences of Will, Intent, and Experience.”


- Neale Donald Walsch


I just glimpsed at the clock at the moment of writing this and lo and behold its 22.33: - there are no coincidences. This is why I know the book will reach the right people because it is ALL part of that plan, a plan that is in the process of revealing itself to you just as it did to me. As you begin to glimpse behind the magic curtain you begin to see the majestic workings of the cosmos, and see that you are an integral part of its plans.


“Synchronicity is choreographed by a great pervasive intelligence that lies at the heart of nature, and is manifest in each of us through intuitive knowledge” Deepak Chopra


The more awakened you become to it, the greater the synchronicity becomes, until you are living it every moment of every day.


"Synchronicity is an ever present reality for those who have eyes to see." Carl Jung


Maybe at first you will find this hard to believe yet as time goes on the evidence in your life speaks for itself. There was a time just before Christmas in December of 2015 where I was at an extremely low ebb, and I was being dogged by suicidal thoughts. I was sleeping 12 hours a day and was losing the will to live: - 


Sleep became my only escape from the poisonous thoughts that circled like vultures in my head as I lay broken in my bed.


I had so much doubt that I was just not up to this task, I thought “I am a lazy and stupid loser, why did life have to ask this of me?” I felt like the whole world was resting painfully on my shoulders and that I was just too weak to keep standing. I felt so alone and had tears welling up in my eyes as I sat on my bed, when suddenly I heard the sound of an Adele song pop into my head. It seemingly came out of nowhere, yet was as clear as day. I had not heard it in years but I searched for it straight away, and when I found it and read the lyrics it was like the universe was talking right to me. and it said so reassuringly: -


When the rain is blowing in your face,

And the whole world is on your case,

I could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love.


When the evening shadows and the stars appear,

And there is no one there to dry your tears,

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love.


I know you haven't made your mind up yet,

But I will never do you wrong.

I've known it from the moment that we met,

No doubt in my mind where you belong.


I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,

And I'd go crawling down the avenue.

No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love.


The storms are raging on the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret.

The winds of change are blowing wild and free,

You ain't seen nothing like me yet.


I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.

Nothing that I wouldn't do.

Go to the ends of the Earth for you,

To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love


"Make You Feel My Love"



And just like that in an instant I was filled with Love and gratitude, life was making me feel its love in such a beautiful way. Thanks Bob Dylan for those amazing lyrics, and thank you Adele for singing them to me so soulfully.


So through these words and this book I desire to return the favour and make you feel my love my lovelies. You mean the world to me, and that is why the world has allowed me to reach you in this precious moment right here. I thank you so much for being here with me, and lending me your ear so I could sing you this song. It is together and not apart that we belong, so be strong, and know you cannot go wrong.


*Update 2020 - Since writing these words I have continued to see many profound messages through many mediums from songs, to TV shows, to the stars, I will share a few with you. 


On an Eastenders Christmas episode in 2017 I was thinking that maybe this wasnt going to happen, then I saw a poster in the background saying: - 


Morning Star

The Sun will rise


The next Christmas doubt again crept into my mind and the closing statement of Call The Midwife said: - 


None of us have every truly walked this way before, but if there is no map, no route, no arrow head to follow, there is sometimes a star, and we do not make our way without companions, as the road unfolds we travel side by side, and share the shift from darkness into light.


Just over a week later I had the most amazing and breathtaking sign of them all: - 


I was staying in Cornwall for New Year, in a lodge called Horizon Views. It was our final night and I had mentioned to my Sister that I was disappointed that I hadn’t seen one starlit sky all holiday. It had been too cloudy. That it was a shame, because there was so little light pollution the stars would look majestic.


Low and behold I went out for one last look and it was now clear for the first time, and the stars were shining spectacularly. I felt compelled to say God/ The Universe "if you are listening right now, and that everything is alright and on track, give me a sign, show me a shooting star." I turned to look up at a different part of the sky waiting, just as I was about to give up, suddenly I saw it.... 


A shooting star!!!!!!!!


I felt blown away, and that The Universe itself had just responded in the clearest and most profound way directly to me. It restored my faith in my mission, and spurred me on to not give up on this dream. 


On the night I rewrote this chapter (31/5/20) I was watching the film Billy Elliot on TV which I had not seen for many years, and after the film finished I looked up the soundtrack. And I saw this song from the musical, and it felt perfectly synchronistic for the moment: -


Stars Look Down


Men -


Through the dark, and through the hunger,

through the night and through the fear.

Through the fight and years of hardship,

through the storms and through the tears.


And although, your feet are weary,

and although your soul is worn,

and although they'll try to break you,

and although you'll feel alone.


We will always, stand together, in the dark, right through the storm,

we will stand shoulder to shoulder, to keep us warm.


Men and Women -


And the stars look down on the mean and hungry

and the stars look down and show the way.

And the stars look down and will stand together,

to see a day when then stars look down and know our history,

when the stars look down upon our past,

and the stars look down and see our future, bright at last.


When we'll stand as one, beneath the sun.


And though our hands are bruised and bleedin',

and our lungs are full with dust,

and our hearts are near to breakin' we will never, forgo the trust.

We will fight through pain and hunger, every arrow, every knife.

We will never give the hope up of a proud and honest life.

So we will always stand together, through the frost, the hail, the snow,

the stars are our redemption, and so we know.


The stars look down when we're abandoned, look down in the heart of night.

And the stars look down and give us vision, to see the light.

The stars look down upon our struggle, the stars look down and know the past,

the stars look down and see our future bright at last.


When we'll stand as one, beneath the sun.


All out together, all out as one, all out for victory, til' we've won,

all out together, all out as one, all out for victory, all out til' we've won.


Billy -


Take me up, and hold me gently. Raise me up, and hold me high.

Through the night, under darkness. Will come a day, when we will fly.

And although, we've been rejected. And although, we've been outcast.

We will find a new tomorrow, when we come to rest at last.

And we will stand there proudly, and we will never, walk alone.

And we, will be returned back to our home.


And the stars look down at their reflection,

and the stars look down and there's a light

when the stars look down and see the justice, and the right.

And the stars look down and see the struggle,

and the stars look down at all the pain.

And the stars will lead to where light shines again.

Where we'll stand as one, beneath the sun. One, beneath the sun.



Male Voices -


When we stand as one

All out together

When we stand as one.

All out as one.

When we stand as one.

All out for victory

When we stand as one.

Til' we've won.

When we stand as one

All out together

When we stand as one.

All out as one.

When we stand as one.

All out for victory

When we stand as one.

Til' we've won.

When we stand as one

All out together

When we stand as one.

All out as one.

When we stand as one.

All out for victory

When we stand as one.

All out 'til we've won.


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