It has been an amazing journey and process that has led me to share with you the words that you are now reading. Firstly, I thank you for your precious time, in a world where “time is money” and “time is of the essence” it is a great gift you are offering me, and it is very much appreciated. The words in this book are a gift for you, and one that I intend will help bring you to inner peace and unconditional love.
Like many who take the spiritual path my journey has been shrouded in darkness, I was living a life of quiet desperation and despair, feeling suicidal and angry with myself, and the world. I was at a point where I knew something had to give, that something had to change because I could not continue to live this way. I desperately attempted through casual sex, drugs, and other dead end means to obliterate this misery I was living with. Yet one day a voice became clear to me, one that was so incredibly different from the voice of darkness that had dominated my thought process for so long.
This was a voice of pure beauty and love, a sound so soothing to my weary mind that I had to listen. The voice told me I must learn to think less and listen more, that the answers I had been looking for so desperately outside of myself were right there all along inside of me. It spoke to me in its soft tone “you are not cursed, you are not a horrible person, you are not a freak, you are precious. This life is a gift that you were offered by your creator and one which you were so joyful to take. All of the bad things you perceive in this life are in fact gifts being offered to you for the evolution of your soul. There is a divine purpose behind every hardship you have ever encountered”
This voice that came to me was like sunlight breaking through a dark and gloomy cloud; it was like nothing I had ever heard before. The normal voice that occupied my mind was the very opposite; - pessimistic, down trodden, angry and so incredibly bitter. It was a voice that told me the world and everyone in it was my enemy, a voice that grated against my mind like finger nails across a chalk board. I had met some nasty characters through my life but the one in my mind was the ultimate, a bully who I had just always assumed was me.
The benevolent voice made it known to me that this other voice was not who I was but only who I believed myself to be. That its voice was now becoming clear to me because I was ready to leave my old identity behind. It is only when we come to admit we are lost that we can suddenly find ourselves, it is only through humbling ourselves that we can gain the ability to hear the voice of light.
Since hearing the voice of light and working on overcoming the voice of darkness I have been on a path of rediscovery and finding my true self once again. It is a difficult thing to suddenly see yourself through the eyes of the light when you have been living through the eyes of darkness your whole life, to suddenly believe you are love itself and that the fear driven darkness was just a temporary identity. Along the way there have been twists and turns, and moments of bliss, but still a few of despair, but on this journey I have come to gain complete trust in the voice of light.
During this process it was made clear to me that a major purpose of my journey was so I could become like the voice of light for others, and that this book was a big part in that process. This book contains the information the light has brought to me in all its splendour, I believe this information can have a profound effect on those who are able to hear its words, and benefit the world like it has me. This is a great moment of excitement for me and one that I feel I have been preparing for my whole life, so before I begin I will say this:-
One person will not change the world, but changing the world does begin with one person, do you know who that person is?… it’s you! Are you willing to offer me some of your valuable time to join me on this journey? Could you consider the possibility that life has brought you to these words at this exact moment for a reason? Perhaps you have been searching for a deeper meaning to our superficial world of shadows? If this resonates with you, and you can feel an excitement stirring within then go ahead and begin this most wondrous of journeys.